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27/06/2009

snob scrilla – there you go again

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Almost certainly the only thing holding you back is your own self. The excuses you let yourself be okay with, the paths of least resistance you always choose. TV instead of reading, reading instead of writing, writing instead of doing, etc. etc. Okay writing is doing, sort of, ish. All of these things in moderation are great, but when you fill up every space with the same thing, it’s going to affect everything.

I am wrestling with this constantly. Every weekend (and this goes for weekdays too haha) doesn’t need to be packed to the gills with friends, socialness, and drinking. Drinking is the motherfucker too, not only does it usually use (screw up) the rest of your day, it can screw up the NEXT day even. If there was a pill you could take to un-drunk yourself, this would be less of an issue. How rad would it be if you could go for patio/beach beers with your friends at noon and suddenly be stone cold sober at 5pm when you want to do something productive. (drinking 2 beers or whatever doesn’t really work either… just makes you tired, and still lose motivation to get shit done)

Speaking of drinking and being unproductive, Fake Blood is @ dicks on dicks tonight (what! today was productive! I deserve a reward… is it bad that 1 productive day is reward worthy? probably. baby steps!). Goal: functional and productive tomorrow — so…. showing up late, only for the headliner, and leaving my bank card at home. No afterparty goddammit! :-) (this is one of those attempt to know-thyself things)

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hot chip – touch too much (fake blood remix)

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hot chip + fake blood?.. yes, yes and yes…. fake blood can be a bit epically rave-y sometimes for just sitting around but check out his mixes for good running music, and I’m betting he kills it tonight!

fuck I said productive way too many times… it’s lost all meaning. fuck. now I’m screwed :)

hapy.

There are 2 comments in this article:

  1. 28/06/2009Mitch Drake say:

    Brilliant dude…my life in a nutshell. Why the f*$k did I not go to Fake Blood with this type of mentality. Oh lord, is my life cursed. Tell me now …

  2. 13/08/2009Deana say:

    I love it. It is awesome running tunes!Or chair dancing! Whatever.

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